... Sve ...
Osecam kako je sve pocelo da se rusi i ma koliko god da pokusavam da izbegavam odrone i udarce svega toga .. cini mi se kao da dublje zalazim u mrak i da vise ne znam gde sam... a sve nastavlja da se rusi ...
Nekada je greska truditi se oko nekoga,raditi sve za nekoga,kad tad dodje dan kad on to zgazi onim najgorim udarcima,toliko jako,da u sebi osetis exploziju srca... Pokajes se za ljubav i upitas se kako je moguce da ima tako jadnih ljudi ... a takvih je pun ovaj svet ... i sa tim jenim udarcom krene niz udaraca od kojih ne mozes i nemas kako da se odbranih ... Pojavi se neka mala svetlost i taman se ponadas da je to mali spas iz cele situacije ... a to je samo ono sto ce te ubiti jos vise ... i tada stanes i zapitas se ... kako i kuda dalje ... 1001 problem a nigde izlaza,a ono najgore nam je u glavi,na koju god stranu se okrenes nema razumevanja,nema podrske... svi su tu samo kada im nesto treba ... dok ne izvuku poslednju kap dobrote i razumevanja iz tebe ... dok te ne ostave punu bola,punu tuge,mracnu i suplju iznutra ....
i tada se zapitas ima li pravde,da li je moguce da je u svetu toliko nehumanosti ... najblizi te povredjuju,osoba koju ludo volis da ostavi i povredi na najgori nacin i da bar stane tu i ostavi te da prebolis,gazi cim si malo bolje i to sve jace i jace ... Konstantno vracanje na dno ... na mrak i nemir u svojoj dusi, u besane noci i mokre jastuke ...
2008-12-02
10:26:40
najgore povrede oni koje volis, jer i ne osete..koliko njihove reci peku, ostavljaju duboke tragove..
ja sam se jedno vreme davala sebe za druge, i uglavnom ostajala praznih ruku.. i onda shvatis da.. ako malo ne promenis to, ljudi ce i dalje nastaviti da ocekuju sve a ne pruzaju nista.. i odjednom, tlo pocne da izmice, sve nekako klizi a ti stojis..i ne znas sta uraditi..
ostanes praznih ruku, sa pukotinom u srcu ...
Dodir sna, djavola ne osete, da si ti njemu to uradila itekako bi osetio, isto tako zna da i on tebi radi ali...
I to sto se dajes svima i to sto svi to ocekuju od tebe jednog dana ce da ti se obije o glavu...a niko nece ni da te pogleda. Surovo, ali istinito.
i dobro je dok si sa pukotinom na srcu...ima sanse da se srce sastavi, pazi da ne ostanes bez njega
srce si mi odneo s njom,
ne brini novo ce izrasti..
Casper,
jesi ti u pravu,zalosno je to, i surovo..
das sebe nekome, a ostane ti nista.
ponekad, bude i drugacije. ako ne pokusas, ne mozes ni uspeti.
cuvati sebe da ne budes povredjen, drzati se iza nekog zida..tako sigurno ne mozes osetiti nesto lepo..
ljudi su hladni, okrenu se i odu.. a da i ne pogledaju..al to ide njima na dusu..
ja jesam bila povredjivana, i napustana i, najblizi su me ranili..al opet ne mogu uci u nesto a da ne ostavim deo sebe.. to nije to..
Dodir sna, apsolutno razumem... i isto radim opet i opet... samo sto vise ne dajem sebe, jer vise nemam sta da dam...
e da.... :(
nadam se da ces se negde ponovo pronaci i roditi..
oni koji uzmu tvoje i nestanu, najcesce nista i nemaju dati,pa....sve je to zivot... valjda...
bilo kako bilo, najgore je kad te povrede oni koje volis... bzvz
Kad te ostavio, znači da ON ne vredi, dakle, nemaš razloga da tuguješ.
Kad su te povredili, iako si im činila dobro, ONI ne valjaju, okreni se na drugu stranu i produži put.
Malo više samopoštovanja, i sve će biti bolje. Neće biti dobro, ne, to ne kažem, ali videćeš neko drugo lice u ogledalu, koje će ti se više dopasti od ovoga koje sada gledaš!
Hvala na savetima ... idem za par dana u bolnicu pa vam pisem kroz nekih mesec dana ... Lepo provedite novogodisnje praznike ...
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